posted 04/12/06 12:13 PM Central Time (US)     contact the author directly

Hi There:

I've been posting here for a few months now, and I thought to share a bit of myself:

Like the rest of you I am a huge Bing fan. I am also a nationally published poet whose work has been published in "the Massachusetts Review," "Worcester Review," and a bunch of other literary journals. www.dmqreview.com has a couple posted online you can check out. I also edit an online literary journal called www.bigtoereview.com. And lastly I just completed a nine year book project entitled "everybody wants to be cary grant."

I'm not sure if any of you read poetry, but I thought to share this one, which I wrote about Bing Crosby. I hope you enjoy: (due to format some line breaks may be altered)

VINTAGE GRAY

Rain has a way of darkening the bark on trees,
deepening the wood cracks in fences.
Grass appears softer, envious of clouds
that tease with their rootlessness,
their promise of travel and a good night’s sleep.
Normally, I’d have a little Johnny Hodges
playing in the background or Casablanca
splashing silvery-blue against a wall,
but today I’m listening to a vintage radio
broadcast: Bing Crosby banters with Jack Teagarden,
the cool cadence of Crosby’s voice
complementary to the sound of fat oak leaves
pounced by rain. I can see them:
Bing still boyish on the verge of fifty,
placing a hand on the rawhide shoulders of Teagarden,
who periodically grins at the floor,
fidgets with the slide of his trombone.
I smile at the plate I’m washing, the tension
slackens in my neck and my apartment warms
with the admiration in their voices.
Both men have been dead for decades
but somewhere there’s a place, a park bench
looking out over a lake or a table at some café
left vacant, unused since their passing.
Not an homage to where they once had their lunch
but a space that encompassed
what they knew and never knew of each other.
Not heaven or a memory (nothing
we can’t touch or prove), but a room
behind a locked door behind which we can stand,
a spot on a map we can point to.
Somewhere we know exists and leave alone.